If there’s anything I can admit freely, it’s that I’ve made a lot of mistakes this year.
As evidenced by the sparse posting I’ve done in 2015, my life has been a little chaotic. Aside from planning The Hello Sessions (which is happening in less than a month!), I started a new job in the springtime–and then, rather quickly, realized that I was absolutely the wrong person for the job.
There were a lot of reasons I was unhappy– reasons I won’t go into here. What I will say is that there’s a lot of career advice out there that says you absolutely need to stay in a job for at least a year, or that you definitely shouldn’t quit a job unless you’ve been made an offer, and in reality that’s all very relative. I held onto those rules and my health began to go downhill quickly. I developed a nasty case of eczema, a stress-induced eyelid twitch, and suffered from insomnia, all of which disappeared in the days after I made the decision to move on.
The funny thing is that opportunities arrive when you really need them to, when you’re ready for them. A position opened up at Bentley University, on a fantastic team in which I’ve been given a massive amount of freedom to be creative, build the community, and manage things as I see fit. And although my 10 second commute has turned into a 75 minute commute, as I begin each day I feel incredibly fortunate to have landed in a place that feels just right.
Speaking of commutes, I’m beginning to embrace mine. I’ve found a pretty, back roads route and I’ve become an Audible member. My most recent acquisition was The Gratitude Diaries, which has reminded me to look back on things not as mistakes but as lessons. To put a spin on the little annoyances (turning “Ugh, going to bed at 10pm is hard!” to “I’m so grateful that I can actually sleep again,”). To spend more time feeling lucky for all the good in my life, like James (who never once told me to please stop obsessing), and my family, and my career, and my friends (both old and new), and our lovely home, and our ability–even in those troublesome times–to laugh. A lot.
And now, on to autumn.